[the beginning]

[Here is to a new start]

I'm feeling insignificant in a world where you're supposed to have everything all figured out. 

I don't have everything all figured out.

I'm the OPPOSITE of all figured out.

I am a 24 year old girl with no direction.

I'm not smart.

I'm not talented.

I work hard.

I'm dependable.

BUT

What is my special knack?

What is my calling?

Well,

I guess I'm hoping that I can figure that out on this journey through my life.

I love pictures.

I love journaling.

I just want to do fun things without the bitter memories && cautious moves.
I hate that who I am reflects where I've been.
I don't know how to be who I am supposed to be.
I'm trapped in a community where my worst qualities are the shining stars and I'm haunted by my last relationship. No one writes a book on how to move on in the same vicinity. Life is a cruel game with a an amazing creator. The irony is so real.